I was really shocked to my core when I l gained that my good buddy died, but he absolutely fell asleep while driving and crashed off the road, and i kind of blamed myself for this as did a few others, and people knew that my buddy kept asking myself and others to maintenance his cooling system in his car.
I told him I was going to order the refrigerant refilling kit, however I kept having to put it off because I was tight on my finances! When I eventually ordered the kit, it was taking forever to be delivered.
I knew I should have just went to the auto parts store and after that I could have just taken care of it so that my buddy’s a/c would have been laboring. Instead, he just kept driving the car without any A/C. It seemed it really took a toll on him because it was so warm in his car that he ended up falling asleep and crashing, and a lot of people told myself and others it was certainly not my fault, however I wasn’t sure if I could think that, but they reminded myself and others that he should have pulled over to rest if he was sleepy, however I knew that if his a/c was laboring, he really would have been alright, and some others were pissed at myself and others because they said I knew he needed his A/C fixed and I said I would handle it for him, and but, I never did… I was really conflicted over this. His family members came to talk to myself and others and they seen that I was really beating myself up about it. They said that their son cared a good deal about myself and others and he wouldn’t blame myself and others at all for his death. That gave myself and others some comfort however I still felt so awful.